Perhaps I’m too open with this blog. If it annoys you feel free to unfollow. Unfortunately at times like 3:43 in the morning there’s not much else to vent to. I’m just looking for peace of mind. It’s on it’s way. Id rather keep it real and get shit off my chest than bottle everything up and be a mess. Hopefully ill be headed to dream land soon.
Its always easier to give up. Far too often I find myself caving in to the negative ideas and thoughts that seem to constantly try to sneak their way into my mind. Far too often I find myself wanting to throw in the towel and sink into complacency and apathy. Just as I begin to feel as though it couldn’t possibly get worse some sort of internal inspiration tells me to push on and continue...
Seahaven - Birds
You’ll be the smoke in my mouth, I’ll suck you in, I’ll push you out, and then you’ll disappear and turn into something else. You’re just a little moth drawn to my organ burning hot, get too close, your little body is going to multiply. You were the flood that hit this city, and you carried me away. You gave me a constant within your flow before you dried up and left...